* guys on this planet are really HARD to understand arrghh!

this song relieves me when i feel like sucking into those oh sooo mushy tunes... it makes me feel so alive...
There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

This is when I start to bite my nails.
And clean my room when all else fails.
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

Na na na na na, we've all got choices.
Na na na na, we've all got voices.
Na na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Na na na na, stand up make some noise.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.

Na na na na na.

wow! this was a day full of revelations...
and i really mean it. i wasnt really shock with saying the word WOW onthe beggining of this blog, don't you think i was even amazed?

after having my oh so fun-all the time moment with my fam at bolinao [oooppsss ... i' forgot to put entry on this blog=/] ahhh... i'll just tell it to you when i already got the pics from my sister's phone copied to a compact disc. ( got no usb cable eh!) BOLiNao Really Rocks

okay okay, getting back to the real topic of this blog... well i just don't feel on elaborating on this much... ( i only got a short time on this comp. you know? )

do you really know how to be "CRAZZZY IN LOOOOOVE"? oopsss... it not me okai. just in case you get your nerves rackin' because of this ha!

* there was this man i knew this summer... who was actually fallen out of love because of a girl who messed with him??? huh? ( do i get the terms right? ) baka magalit pag nabasa niya itong blog eh. anyway. because of the unwanted circumstances. he just ... you know... easily melts his oh so soft heart for the girls the umm, well..attracks him & has the qualities that make him MOVe.

and Now... he's oh so weird Love story has been all around the place his been in...

dunno why, but recently the girl that has been linked to her had the chance to chat with me and a friend of mine, and... told us how it all began... a ryt ... to prevent the issue to be CRazzier [as today it gets more and more ] beeter to keep my writng skills shut for this aryt...

and another Girl ComeS aGain

uhmmm.. you bet, then enter.... the girl crushie... and now, the man was kinda into him ahuh... yeah... confusing isn't it? uh... poor little man... well, the girl was really pretty!!! ( i'll prove to you ) ... to make some things clear this girl was the man's crush a few years just the same time when the man was courting other girl ;/

what the heck am i telling this things to you by the way?

hahaha... enough of this crap.. or else i'll get my tongue cut bu a very sharp knife because of this NON-SeNse IssUE

<span style="font-weight:bold;">It was a day full of nice, surprising &unwanted things. Good thing I've got a lot of time to tell it to you guys... [I'm at here at a nearby computer shop again!]*giggles* using this computer for FREEEE...

* as usual, we had our math classes again!! (and i'm kinda having a difficulty regarding factoring. *sigh*) okai, its alright I've figuring it out you know... well, I guess I just need some time.
* I brought my Harry Potter 5 book on my way to school. My blockmate May wanted to borrow that book and she said that she'll be able to finish the book in just 3 days!!! WOW [ i myself won't be able to finish a 800+ page book in that short span of time!!] Yah, I told her to take good care of it and that she don't even have to read & read it all the time... coz we have a lot of time (uhuh)
* we (5M- with Kathy, Jaizel & Afrhill leading) planned to have some UPLB shirts (with specialized prints-our name,logo... at the back). And we're kinda excited about that!! (its TOTALLY COOL)... BTW Kathy bought some badges for us to look for the prints we would put on our shirts
* Ahhh right, after havin' lunch with my blockmates... I decided to take a walkintead of ridin a jeep from men's dorm all the way to a Kodak store which was outside the campus. See? I managed to walk under the scorching heat of the sun??? my golly!!! but di naman ako sira noH... I don't wanna get sunburned I got my payong! =D . I brought a film & a picture paper[ my sister will love it! ] Then I headed back to the campus and walked again... to ANIMAL HUSBANDRY...
* There I rode a pedicab and when I came home I washed my clothes (w/c I left for 4 days), then I took a bath and went back at UP... we'll have some bonding time with my new friends and our facilitator... a dinner sa McDo...ummm really!!!.
* I arrived at the men's (co-ed I must say) dorm to meet them... I just saw one. Jaizel( i paged her), the others werent around ( i also had them paged!). Jaiz and I headed of to the OSA building to see if Kuya was done with his meeting, but he wasn't finished yet( i guess we were to early!!! hehehe)
* We went at the freedom park and whoa! Afrhill,Karen, Rod,Archie,Rose&May were there... a ryt. we had some picture taking moments,we had a lot of chat!!!+ the joking sessions + singing+ dreaming+ good time= wicked FUN!!! we enjoyed it...( well we were there because we're waiting for the facilitator right? then... We saw Samuel and called him to join us... & so the fun continues...
* .... we went back at the men's dorm and headed at the tv room for some dose of news and entertainment from a tv screen!!! of course. after thirty minutes we found out thatKUya Tri was already waiting at Vega Centre ( ur dinner place) for half an hour already!!! arrhhhhgghhh... when Jaizel and I called others, they backed of. changed their minds.they've got something to do. they suddenly had excuses. See? Kathy didn't wan't to go kasi na-bad trip. ang "Bestfriend" niya raw ay nagtatampo dahil sa wrong send at iba ang itinitext eh, samantalang siya ang nagpasa ng load. ( to think that a while ago she really wanted to go).Archie said he will wash his clothes!,Busog na si Rod at wala nang pera! tinatamad si Karen. Kausap ni Afrhill ang Bf nya. si Rose asa Rom niya... Okai... May,Jaizel Samuel and I went at the meeting place. We had someone waitng for us to come he was waiting there for a quite along time! see? nakakafrustrate at nakakahiya sa naghihintay!!! ANyway.. buti na lang at di pa ganun sumagad ang pasensya ni Kuya Tri, sinabi pa nga nya na ang PINAKAAYAW niya ang PINAGHIHINTAY NG MATAGAL . {MEDYO BADTRIP SI jAIZ Kaya medyo napag-initan ung batang nagtitinda ng sampaguita)
* HULOG NG LANGIT!!! nanlibre si Kuya ng 4 na fries!! yahooo!!!

then I just ordered a burger and jaiz ordered spaghetti (we were hungry yah know!!

we talked and talked all about everything including LoVe [pero sowi I can't elaborate on this already... PRIVACY POLICY. right?]

then I headed through this entry after all...

golly this is really a lesson for us... yah it was some kinda frustrating but inspite all that we should do what we say and maybe just go with i after all... we got a lot of time ahead of us if we'll only find ways to use it WISELY... and that we stay HAPPY

got a lot of things to do!!! ciao fan! hehehe *winks*

well, im officially here at the Pine city to work on my SLU enrollment. after havin' that darn migraine last night... thinkin' bout those certain possiblilities just drive me NUTS!!! =/.. enough of this by the way..!

i thought i would be able to enrol ahead of my designated sked but just as i thought a couple of times. MY ENROLLMENT (Officially) will be on the 13th. ahhh...=I

and oh... before anythin' else, i would like to tell you something... i went to school ( i woke up early- 7:00 am ~ after how many weeks lol.~ i went there just to get my card and my good oral char. cert. i was kinda annoyed on the way one teacher told me... arghh... basta... she is too BOSSY!
THEN, FINALLY AFTER THAT BLAH BLAH... i got it!! there...=D

why oh why is this thing happening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im confused....

pray for me........

i found out somethng.....

i gotta study hard.........

grrrr......

what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hei i relly need somone to help me!!!!!!!!!

GOD BLESS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS 10000000 X

wheww... im late AGAIN........... thank GOD i still got the time to have our math quiz...i still feel uneasy... i didn't have the time to get enough sleep... grr.. ( how i wish ther's longer time) *pouts*yah... the quiz was easy but im still kinda confused and i have to ask t. nida about it...
ammm though im kinda kulit na ahehehe...
i felt just fine in our english sub... we just had our requirement done ( pictures for the form... yah). we had an experiment at our physics class... FUNNY THING... we haven't done anything... ireally feel grumpy... I MEAN ALL OF US... SORRY MADAM LILIA...(yah.. another excuse). well... do something on monday! hehehe
i also had my MONOLOGUE for FILIPINO... i portrayed a crazy girl... ( i wonder how the thing was done) TO TELL YOU this! I was not totally impressed... im not prepared... pray for me bout this okai? T. RHODA.. i beg you! maday nga... i was the only one who performed it was ssupposed to be five of us! (t. had an emergency problem to solve... 4th one to be exact)
after that, we just listened to oUR prom CD... ( though we were REALLY DISAPPOINTED about the way it was done... PANGET.. SOWI ) WELL, THE SONGS WERE KINDA OKAI... * I HATE THE TRACK NO 5 & 6* we even had the kalokohan to have some dance!!!!
then we cleaned the classroom ( i just want to give the compilment for my everdearest boy buds... ESPECIALLY to FRIENSHIP JONATHAN! your really inspired) hahaha...
it's russell's b-day celeb tomorrow... i wish all of my c'mates wud come...
" if something has come your way for the second time around wou you mind to open your heart again?"

wheww... im late AGAIN........... thank GOD i still got the time to have our math quiz...i still feel uneasy... i didn't have the time to get enough sleep... grr.. ( how i wish ther's longer time) *pouts*yah... the quiz was easy but im still kinda confused and i have to ask t. nida about it... ammm though im kinda kulit na ahehehe...

i felt just fine in our english sub... we just had our requirement done ( pictures for the form... yah). we had an experiment at our physics class... FUNNY THING... we haven't done anything... ireally feel grumpy... I MEAN ALL OF US... SORRY MADAM LILIA...(yah.. another excuse). well... do something on monday! hehehe

i also had my MONOLOGUE for FILIPINO... i portrayed a crazy girl... ( i wonder how the thing was done) TO TELL YOU this! I was not totally impressed... im not prepared... pray for me bout this okai? T. RHODA.. i beg you! maday nga... i was the only one who performed it was ssupposed to be five of us! (t. had an emergency problem to solve... 4th one to be exact)

after that, we just listened to oUR prom CD... ( though we were REALLY DISAPPOINTED about the way it was done... PANGET.. SOWI ) WELL, THE SONGS WERE KINDA OKAI... * I HATE THE TRACK NO 5 & 6* we even had the kalokohan to have some dance!!!!

then we cleaned the classroom ( i just want to give the compilment for my everdearest boy buds... ESPECIALLY to FRIENSHIP JONATHAN! your really inspired) hahaha...

it's russell's b-day celeb tomorrow... i wish all of my c'mates wud come...

it’s RuSsELL’s b-day today!

Heio der gurl, your 17! GODBLESS love yah olweiz



I am not on my self when I woke up this morning by the way… my HEAD really aches! Argh… I just have to finish the script for the debate. THANK GOD it just turned fine though my group hadn’t got the higher score. hei, but good for me, I just the highest individual grade & I’m the BEST DEBATER =)

Aryt! Though everything’s fine again, there are so many thoughts that are still on my mind. Anyway, Im trying to erase the blurry things on my mind to be able to concentrate more on what im doing… Just what’s happenin’ grr… CONCENTRATE!!!!

Okai, we were talking ‘bout anything under the sun in our last subject. Just before goin’ home. (yah… Ms. Siblang wasn’t around) Me, Mark,Vanessa, Nasser & hazel( the couple to be?). Funny thing was, I became a very protective best friend.(to haz), I kept on bugging them… ahehehe… ow I now my BESTFRieD’S mine agen!! yipee* winks*.

Ah pray for me, I will have my MONOLOGUE for Filipino for tom. And ow I got my Math quiz btw.

One thing more. The b-day celebrant has her LOVE PROBLEMS & she’s asking for my ever effective advice.. well I guess…
Gotta go… I’ve got a lot of work to do!… =)

JS PROM AT NIKKI'S GARDEN that's at Leisure coast... I’m not in the moOd to tell you what happened… I just dropped by to say… G’NYT… if that was it… I’ll try to narrate the things that have happened… to what is so- called MEMORABLE NIGHT… *hiss*.. I’m tired… My head & feet ached a lot..

HOHOHO....MERRY X'MAS IN ADVANCE...!!!

well, im kinda free today... got nothing stressful to do right now... pagkatapod ng aming x'mas party yesterday... as usual... i woke up early kanina for my 7th SIMBANG GABI...( THANK GOD.. i wasn't late) hehehe... as usual... i am standing the whole time listening to the priest's SERMON... then i got home 6 am... then i read the SPIDERWICK CHRONICLES buk 2... ( the seeing stone...) & i had a good time reading it!!! its cool!!! thanks to BAYAW!!!! hehehe

naglinis me ng bahay...( ummm*) slight lang noh...

then we had a meeting for our reunion...(hay naku... gotta work~~~~)

its so NICE TO BE HAPPY!!!!! PASKO NAH!!!!!

got many gifts to open!!!!

THANKS.....

I really don't know how it really feels to be in love... ah why am i saying this things right now... huhuhhu i just don't know what to do...

hehehe... now i know that I am special... he just wrote a letter ( actually its at the back of my computer note pad) and he just told me that I'm he's special some one? hahaha (????) but truly I was flattered.

Ohw my gosh what am I gotta do??? marami na akong naikukwento sa cousin kong si Russell... & I was thinking paano kung serious nga talaga siya... ahhhhhh ayoko pah.... well im HAPPY... yun na un... basta... I just wish... I'll be happy.... Hey Im not crazy bout him!!!! i think... wala lang...

anyway... Lumipat me ng comp shop... mas ok pala rito... eh.... ngayon ka-chat ko si Chesca... the one I met in last Oct.29 at UP Subol ... she's really great... I'll be calling her later... hahaha... wicked... she's fun... we've been talking many things under the sun... I'm glad she copes up with me...

I've got a good feeling :D

Hello... got nothing to do right now... it's dark outside... actually I'm here at the computer shop, writing my first journal entry... funny though.... I don't really now what to say... I'm happy, that I finally got my sleep... as in complete sleep... hahaha... I've been puyat this past few days because of the school work, i use to do... grrr...

I'm not in the good mood... mula pa nung SLU CEE last Sunday.. I don't wanna elaborate on it either... basta.. pati nung b-day ni Glena.. I found out something... sayang masaya na talaga sana eh... huhuhu... * sigh*

You were supposed to be my so-called fairy tale come true. But then, all along I was just dreaming. Dreaming of the damnest thing I thought you could fill into.

I've been worrying about our school play...
thank God I finished the script on time... yehey...!!! ( yehey na ba???) ang dami ko pang dapat gawin eh... anyway.. bye muna for now... next time uli...